Thursday, August 19, 2010

A change of heart…

As I glance out the windows, I can see the Jr. High football team(s) practicing across the street.

They’re in uniform this afternoon and look so grown-up. I think they must be scrimmaging.

I’m feeling conflicted.

Several weeks ago, the teenager said, he was “going to join the football team. “

I said, “Oh-no you’re not!”

Football—in my book—is one of those more injury prone sports.

[Forget all the face masks and mouth guards basketball players wear!]

The teenager insisted he was going to join the team—that is, until he learned he would have to attend his first practice at 7:00 A.M., this past Monday morning, and at which point he had a total change of heart.

I thought I would feel a sense of relief, which I do—sort of.

As I watch the boys gather and practice, a part of me wishes my teenager was out there, running around, communing and bonding with his fellow schoolmates. [He decided to switch schools and attend the Jr. High this year, and while he does have friends who attend, he still will be a new kid.]

Then the afternoon storms move in, the wind picks up and the rain—maybe—starts to fall and, I think better of it.

Once the lighting moves in, though, I’m all for his change of heart.

Besides, basketball season isn’t that far off after all.

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